I don't know who should i express my self to. I don't want to keep this feelings alone, and all the bad memories that have been haunting me.. it hurts me so bad. I just need somebody who would listen to me, to my problems and all the insecurities that I have. Somebody who would tell me "everything's gonna be alright". It doesn't matter if that somebody doesn't understand me as long as they are willing to hear me out, and try to understand. Just try is enough for me. I'm so hopeless